I really love you with all my heart. But look, what are you doing to me?

Yesterday I experienced something actually fell and pain in the liver, causing a large hole in the heart

I know everyone has experienced heartache, loneliness, sadness, dropped, broken, cracked, brittle, pain, or something so painful in our lives. And I really experienced it "my wing is broken". 
A condition in which we really feel the pain and it was a "farewell"

But sometimes I always think 
"what did I do wrong?"
"What I was not good enough for you?"
"why did you reply to my sincerity with a lie?"

I really love you with all my heart. But look, what are you doing to me?
And all the dreams that I built you just smash.


But i know one thing : That God would make me stronger.


You know why? Because the only thing that can really heal a broken heart is .. time!
And as long as the pain remains, you have to deal with it.

And for you ..
Yes, I will be more diligent in getting up early, i will be more diligent eating vegetables, I'm going to try to live a clean and healthy. Thanks for the laughter that you make. Thanks for all the attention and understanding you give. Thanks for everything.
Sorry, for all the pain I've ever made, for all the promises that I probably have not had time to keep.

From now on, the we will take a different path, roomates might be crossed once again, I do not know.

But until then, May God with you all the time.